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Rachael Magdelene ♥
24
14/09/87
Nanyang PolyTechnic n now in SIAEC
Single
Virgo



HER LURFES ♥

Family and Frenz
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-outdoor sports
-swimming
-diving
-driving
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-spending time wif ma baby :D


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Monday, December 22, 2008 ♥

Its A week.....
Its been a week since i heard ur voice....i really haf no words to explain ma feelings now....all i can do is to stay awae from u now...juz for u to be happy...da wae u want it to be now...

No one can ever replace u honey...even no matter how many days, months, yearsI noe u r not here anymore...but i still haf to o wat i haf to do to keep ma life goin on....but dat doesn mean dat i am 100% or even 50% willing to move on from dis whole thing....

You noe how dis whole relationship meant to mi...everydae i used to call u...msg u...n no matter wat happen, i always saed gd nite to u dat very nite....u took away all the love u gaf mi once but u onli left ur memories behind for mi....

was dis wat u really wanted....how i really wish u were here now...n we cld talk for hours...share our lives together....u noe how much u meant alot to mi...even wen i felt dat dere were worst daes of ma life...all i have to think is.."no matter wat ma baby is here for mi..."
but now i dunt own such a thought...u took dem awae n left mi here....wandering ard....not being able to move on....

i will do dis for u....no matter wat i wont call u or msg....coz dis is ur wish...dis is wat u wanted n i shall grant dem for u....its all for my baby....if u ever read ma entry, this is for u....
"i really miss u alot....i noe i cant be near u...but i really wish u were here....I still love u honey....Pls do feel better and come baq to mi..."

Well i may sound ridiculous....thinking y is it that i wanna get maself hurt again and again....i feel its okie....coz its juz for him...anythin for him....i never thought abt ma sour times wif ma baby...all i cherished was the happy moments...

how ma baby took care of mi....kept mi happy, watched over mi...snapped at mi...how we used to spend timeat Longkang (MA FAVOURITES)....the gifts u got me...the letters u wrote mi...i dunt haf to readthem...i juz remember everythin u used to sae...the wae u smiled...u wae we used to go riding....the 1st time u held ma hand in 852 bus, b4 we got together, remember the time u suprised me wif ur bike under ma block...n ma 1st ride wif u....our east coast trips....our sentosa trip...the nite u crashed ma car and the following week we went to the workshop together, spent the whole dae together from 6.30am... the last time we went out....was to VIVO City and caught 2 movies....

there were infact more memories....
everythin i'll remember....til da end...coz i noe i wont be able to forget...for now u are ma mizzin piece and i will be waitin here for u honey....
i dunt need another better person...whu can bring mi anywhere in the world baq hm...
whum accepts mi for whu i am n so on....u were juz ma everythin n will be ma everthing....

Love u Lots honey....Come baq to me baby...:(


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥







Saturday, December 20, 2008 ♥

This was entry was meant to be for the 17th December...

Well, I guess dats it for the both of us....Are we never gonna get baq again n start a new n happy beginning together?
i really dunt noe wat went wrong but everythin seems rong...haiz....i guess i am juz not da kind of gal for u...i dunt noe...

i tried to keep the candle burning but it was put out....infact u blew the flame off...
til now i mean wateva i saed...ma love was true....everythin was true...

i wanted to live ma life wif u...i thought u were the 1..
u mentioned dat u will be dere til da end...
u will keep mi on ur shoulders but u juz dropped mi...so hard....
what eva has to happen has happen n wateva has happened..happens for a reason....dats wat i believe but sometimes its dat part where i cant realli accept....i cannot accept da fact dat ur no longer in ma life...


i cannot accept dat u juz walked awae from mi n i cant accept da fact dat dere is no more love for mi...i am totally devasted but i noe i am not gonna gif up...coz u really mean alot to mi...
in dis 1 yr...i really learnt alot on how to handle ma relationship...

i learnt to not make assupptions til the knots are tied...
some qns can be asked here but whu will be able to answer dem....at times i think dat i wanna werk dis out....n sometimes i really feel like i shld be movin on in life...til den am i gonna be dis upset....? i really have to do sth...i am fitin dae by dae...jus to be strong n overcome dis screwed up feeling....

will i be able to acheive dem....???


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥