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DA GIRL ♥


Rachael Magdelene ♥
24
14/09/87
Nanyang PolyTechnic n now in SIAEC
Single
Virgo



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Sunday, January 31, 2010 ♥

Stressed with....???

Haizz... i feel so stressed...
Too many things in my head... y y y?

At times i jus cant handle anything...Am i that weak???

I dunt realli know...at times, nth happens da way we want it to happen :(
n every1 jus sae...life has to go on...
Yes i noe life has to go on..but isnt dere any other alternative to make things better...

Nth seems to be ez for me... Most of da time i jus feel like crying...
i realli wish ALL THE UNHAPPY MEMORIES and TIMES can be perished...
is that even possible....?

Exams are like in 2 daes time....n here i am tryin to cope..realli COPE with my feelings and
emotions plus ma work n assignments...am i suppose to go thru dis?
I really dunt noe...i cant face dis stress...
but how am i to come out from this?

Today i shld be studyin but here i am at office...clearing da backdated invoices....
n ma mind...is alwaes thinkin abt him...wondering if he is okie...alwaes wanting to be with
him...but he saes he doesn want me to be with him...wat did i do...?

Did i lacked as a gf...or lack in gifin u luv...?
No 1 has the answers..yet da heart of mine jus gets mor hurt n broken...
"so sorry hearty"....

Do i realli haf to go thru dis PUNISHMENT jus for luvin u...?
To dis qn...i am willing to go thru...even though its hard...no matter wat...
i wont force u to come baq n werk things out...cos AS long AS u r Happy...
even if i were to die todae...i will die happily noeing dat u r happy...
whether u wanna believe it or not...i dunt care..

Sometimes i jus feel no1 understands me...dae push me alot...
wat else more can i gif...i am jus tryin to be happy...at least tryin to act n pretend happy..
is it becos dae noe ma weak points?

Yea every1 thinks i am so normal...becos I HAVE TO ACT NORMAL...
n let me tell u...its NEVER easy at all...
Sigh...got to get baq to werk...



you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥







Tuesday, January 26, 2010 ♥

BORING!!!!

Today is jus an ordinary day...sittin at ma wk station...
Invoicing and invoicin and invoicing...

Well...shall the stop da whinning...
Its like 10mins to ma lunch time...
tummy is grumbling...I NEED TO EAT...hungry man :P

k i sound like i am realli deprived for food...haha...

anywae need to start runnin...haf to realli do sth abt it instead of thinkin abt food...haha
todae i haf planned to be a gd gal...be disciplined...n drag myself to the running track.
i wonder....wen i get home...will i get ma ass dwn to da track...we shall c later...

Half a dae left..n luckily dere is no class todae...i am super tired...
need ma bed...need ma bloster n need ma mummy to hug... :D
those daes are realli far awae from me....

alrite...dis entry seems soooo boring to me.....i dunt realli haf anythin to talk abt...
i am jus bored which is why i am bloggin...

OMG dae are playin a nice emo song...okok i wanna hear song now...tata.. :P


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥







Tuesday, January 19, 2010 ♥

Not in the mood...

I swear i am reallin not in da mood....
All i wish was to haf ma bed here...wif ma pillows and bolster...
n i will sleep all day long...dats how tired i am today...

yesterdae was out wif ma two darlings...n da evening was splendid...
From Tampines 1(walking ard) to Terminal 1 and to Terminal 2...
I think it was real gd..

i guess dats how n wat i have to do...to jus get ma dear out of ma mind...
I noe dat nth is gonna werk out again...no matter however much i want dis to...
i think i shld jus accept da fact...

I still do miss him alot...but i noe i am strong...i will do dis especially for him...
Anywaes...as long as he is happy...i think i will be fine...

I am so hungery n i cant wait to eat...so many things to clear b4 lunch...but...
i am not gonna care n gonna eat now..so shall blog later...


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥







Sunday, January 10, 2010 ♥

End...

Alright, its been more den 6mnths since ma last blog...
n i think its time to start again...

Never thought dat things wld turn up to be as such...
I never knew dat i wld gd thru so much of pain in dis form...

Never thought dat i wld be so alone here....
But i am fine...tryin to practice patience...
Its jus for him..no matter how much i am hurt or gonna be hurt...
I will never want to put him thru shit again...

I never hated him n never WILL i hate him...
Its okie to live all alone...because now he is also livin alone...without me...
In this 2 years, we had many ups n dwns, but still he was da only one whu cared and luved me..

Whateva happens, its for da gd...dere is jus some1 better awaitin for him out dere is guess...
n i noe he will be happy...dats wat matters to me...
ITS HIS HAPPINESS....

If he were to ever read dis...i jus wanna say....
"Thank You for Luvin me n taking care of me..."

Well...now i have no 1 to express ma feelings except for the blog...
I haf only dis non living memory blog to keep n store ma feelings.
Anyways, Day has been so tiring....tryin to do assignments n start to prepare for exams.

Time is runnig so fast man. By the time i noe it, its already Friday....
Its time to go now...hope to blog another day soon...:)






you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥