please to not rip the credits =)
designer- X
pictures- X
brushes- XXX
hosts- XX
fonts- X
for the brushes part , i try to credit as much as i can .
for those things i got from deviantart , i really cannot remember e poster of e pic or brushes . sorry about that . =)
Sunday, January 31, 2010 ♥
Stressed with....??? Haizz... i feel so stressed... Too many things in my head... y y y? At times i jus cant handle anything...Am i that weak??? I dunt realli know...at times, nth happens da way we want it to happen :( n every1 jus sae...life has to go on... Yes i noe life has to go on..but isnt dere any other alternative to make things better... Nth seems to be ez for me... Most of da time i jus feel like crying... i realli wish ALL THE UNHAPPY MEMORIES and TIMES can be perished... is that even possible....? Exams are like in 2 daes time....n here i am tryin to cope..realli COPE with my feelings and emotions plus ma work n assignments...am i suppose to go thru dis? I really dunt noe...i cant face dis stress... but how am i to come out from this? Today i shld be studyin but here i am at office...clearing da backdated invoices.... n ma mind...is alwaes thinkin abt him...wondering if he is okie...alwaes wanting to be with him...but he saes he doesn want me to be with him...wat did i do...? Did i lacked as a gf...or lack in gifin u luv...? No 1 has the answers..yet da heart of mine jus gets mor hurt n broken... "so sorry hearty".... Do i realli haf to go thru dis PUNISHMENT jus for luvin u...? To dis qn...i am willing to go thru...even though its hard...no matter wat... i wont force u to come baq n werk things out...cos AS long AS u r Happy... even if i were to die todae...i will die happily noeing dat u r happy... whether u wanna believe it or not...i dunt care.. Sometimes i jus feel no1 understands me...dae push me alot... wat else more can i gif...i am jus tryin to be happy...at least tryin to act n pretend happy.. is it becos dae noe ma weak points? Yea every1 thinks i am so normal...becos I HAVE TO ACT NORMAL... n let me tell u...its NEVER easy at all... Sigh...got to get baq to werk...